I don't want to have to kill myself, but if nobody can help me, I'm going to have to., by Xylocaine

I don't want to have to kill myself, but if nobody can help me, I'm going to have to.

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1.	440 Hz 05:52	info	buy track
2.	Hair (Massage) 03:57	lyrics
Don't massage your clit, just piss and get off it.
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This is volume 1 in a series of compilations of the unreleased, incomplete and unusual salvaged from my rapidly deteriorating Amiga hard drives and floppy disks. This album does feature tracks that have appeared on previous dEAdGirL and Bloody Fist releases but mostly are either original versions, edits or remixes. Other tracks are either incomplete, just a collection of samples with no patterns or in the case of Panic remix and EHz, test mods for PA sound checks. Tracks like Skin saw and Roxo were kind of stillborn... Sound quality is naturally fairly low although I tried to get as good a recording as possible. The Amiga I am using seems to have become even noisier over the years, and this can be detected in quiet parts.

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released July 19, 2012

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